Insanity

Whispered words run through my ears,
Confirming my absolute w o r s t fears.
_{{Just like I'd silently hoped}}

Soft, mumbling voices,
They tell me of despair,
They tell me of death,
And I just wish I could r u n .
_{{Far, so, so far away}}

I need to leave m y s e l f ;
I need to get away from this horrid torment,
The torment I'm putting myself through,
And as always love, it's all for y o u .

I'm letting myself suffer,
For someone who shouldn't matter,
I'm suffering for someone who m i g h t not even be real.
_{{Yet if you are, that makes this suffering worth every last agonizing millisecond}}

My sanity is s l i p p i n g away,
Fading off into the d i s t a n c e,
As I crumble into myself.
_{{Dissipating into n o t h i n g}}

My screams fade away,
Into nothing more then a soft w h i s p e r,
As I fall to the ground,
Trying to f o r g e t,
All that I've become.