Spuffy12

 I'm a hurricane, A whirlwind of excitement and passion. Yet once someone catches a glimpse of my center, It's the start of the end. I've left devastated dreams in my wake; Hopes crumbled down to the foundations & Lives irrevocably changed. My name drips reverently from the lips those I've tormented. The pain. The hopelessness. The loss. I'm not proud of what I've done. Drowning someone in love still causes asphyxiation. I was enchanted by you from the moment we first spoke. You burned my walls down to the ground in an explosion of brilliant light. The flood of my emotions forced me downstream & into your fiery embrace. The pull, the stea

 My first mistake was falling in love with the sound of your voice; Smooth, deep, and rich like top-shelf whisky. Boy, I was hooked after just a taste. Fire & Water, You have me reaching boiling temperatures With a single glance; a single word. I'm an enigma, shrouded in mystery. The sounds off my lips and the curves of my body draw you closer to me. Babe, all I feel is pure electricity. There's this pull-this magnetism; A deeper understanding than I can voice, A familiar presence that I already adore. Unexpected, unpredictable. Wild & beautiful- I can't wait to see what the adventure of you and me holds.

  They say the stars are too far. Hundreds of thousands of suns burning billions of light-years away. Unreachable. Through hazy eyes he smirks at me and takes another drag. Sitting in his car at two AM on a warm summer night, he's billions of light-years away. Unreachable. They say that the stars are too far. But that's never stopped me before. I'm a poet & a dreamer, I long for the unreachable. Through hazy eyes he smirks at me and takes another drag. I feel him slipping away from me. But that's never stopped me before. I long for the unobtainable. They say that the stars are too far. I make wishes on them anyway. Hoping that the hundre

Old habits die hard, & My favorite one smells like cigarettes and sex. He hurts me, & I can't get enough. Fist in my hair, bruises on my body. I ask him for more until I'm hoarse. Old habits die hard, & My worst one is the way I use my body. Baby, I don't need you to love me. I just want you to touch right there. & Once it's done you can leave. Old habits die hard, & My favorite one smells like cigarettes and sex. He hurts me & I can't get enough. Scars all over, ink scribbled on paper. He's the one I'm always complaining about. Old habits die hard, & My worst one is the way I use my body. Baby, I don't need you to love me. I know you thin

You're a bad idea, But I never care in the moment. I've sung the same song about you over & over: The Lover I can never have- Unless it's for a rough roll between the sheets. I've never been the woman to get caught up. I've always been the one who loves & leaves before they've realized what I've done. I'm far from innocent, a trail of scorned lovers mark my path. Are you my damnation? My punishment for all the hearts I've broken? {including yours, on occasion} You're my favorite mistake. Your hands in my hair, hot breath on my neck. Baby, you know just what I need. Your fist clenched around my windpipe; your husky voice in my ear.

To the bright eyed girl I once was; I'm sorry. All you wanted was to love & to be loved. So sweet at sixteen, you thought you were ready for the one. Baby, I'm sorry. I failed you. I hate to tell you that you'd be disappointed in who you've become. You were filled with innocence and wonder, Life was looking up. Leaving home was going to happen, soon; You felt so grown up. You made some mistakes darling, They've altered your life forever. You know that boy you've been talking to? The one you can't believe loves you? He changes you baby, you change for him, & Not in ways you should. You're still a baby and you had a baby. I know y

I didn’t become a mother when I saw the two pink lines, But something changed. What I had suspected for weeks was true, & in a moment of fear, I realized my life was forever changed. I didn’t become a mother when I saw you on the ultrasound for the first time, But something changed. I saw you wiggling around, only about the size of a peanut, & I fell in love. That was the first time I realized how much I wanted you, You were mine, and that was never going to change. I didn’t become a mother when I felt your first kick, But something changed. You wiggled and kicked me at least a dozen times that first night, I was complete

Sometimes, I wish I could forget. Forget about how we would sit up in your bedroom and giggle in hushed voices, Or forget how when you'd come over to my house we'd share secrets and wishes. I wish I could forget how you'd tell me that I was beautiful, when really the beauty was always in you. Sometimes, I wish I could forget. Forget about all of our inside jokes, and how we spoke. Or forget how I told you all my secrets and let you see everything in me. I wish I could forget how much you knew. Sometimes I wish I could forget. Forget about how you'd always tell me that you wished you were better. Or forget about how I always said t

You invoke feelings of complexities, Provoking desperation, longing and all my insecurities. I don't need to hear of your annoyance: It's caused by your own incompetence. You can't expect to be able to comprehend me, I'm trapped in the tangled web of insecurity. Your invocation of intense emotion has done nothing for you, All it's done is make me confused too. You've always able to confuse me easily, Though now you ache with feelings of inadequacy. I saw the way you shivered when you shifted your eyes to my trembling lips, I actually caught a glimpse- I caught a glimpse of how you really feel. Oh darling, we're such fools to thin

Dramatic stories told by half-open hazy eyes, Words slowly turning into simple light lies. Don’t- I don’t want to hear what you have to say, Please, give me a reason to stay. I remember once, not too long ago you and I stood underneath the light of a full blue moon. You brushed my hair back, told me that you were in love with me and gave me a single flower, the color of noon. I smiled, but the moment you placed it delicately in my hand, I felt the flower die. I kissed you, saying I felt that way too, but that moment was the end of the hello and the beginning of goodbye. Tell me, could you ever tell that my words weren’