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RunawayCome on baby,
Let's run away.
{Even if it's only for today}

We don't need to stay here,
We can leave,
We don't have anything stopping us.
{For once}

You're all I need,
So as long as you don't leave me,
Wherever we go, I'll be happy.

We should run.
Let's forget our troubles,
Even if it's only for tonight.

Love, look at me,
Don't you see all the possibility?

We can lay here under the stars tonight,
And take a vacation from the real world,
While we go off and live in ours.

We can take off tonight,
Pull some strings, say a few innocent lies,
Then, we're gone.

So let's go!
I want nothing more then to just be with you.

I M i s s Y o uI m i s s seeing you in my dreams.
{Although it's nothing like seeing you here}
[It's better then nothing]

You used to visit me,
Sit there and talk with me,
And remind me that even though you where gone,
You still loved me.

I miss you,
So much.
I don't even think you know.

I wonder why you left me,
Right when I started to need you the most.
{I know it wasn't really your choice, but,
it would have been nice if you just held on for a little longer,
for me, your youngest daughter}

I miss seeing you in my dreams.

You w

Sick, Twisted Games"You've exceeded my expectations,"
             You say with a gleam in your eye,
                    "I thought you'd be BROKEN by now."

Well, I guess this just means I'm
             |S|T|R|O|N|G|E|R| then you thought.

I may be young,
      But I'm not stupid,
                & I may be scarred,
&#

CourageI've been broken,
So, so many times before.

I've been damaged,
I've been torn.

I've been left all alone,
With no one's hand to hold.
{I wanted someone to save me, but no one ever could}
[After all, I never let them]

I've suffered,
I've felt like dying more times then I care to count.
I've wanted to give up,
And leave this life behind me,
But I'm still here.

All the pain,
It's worth it,
All the tears I never let show,
Made me strong enough to handle the pain on my own.

I'm still here.
I haven't given up.
{Not yet}

I've confronted my worst fears,
I've h

Wondering WhySitting here tonight,
Staring out at the sky,
I can't help but wonder;
Why?

Why must I know you're there,
But never get to see you?
{Do you know how tormenting this is?}

I feel you;
E.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e.
{You're a part of me}

When you're lying next to me,
I feel better then words can describe-
I'm whole.
But when you leave me-
Baby, I'm empty.
{Broken; missing something, something vital to my very existence}

Why must you leave me?
Why can't you stay?

I need you,
You know I do.
{My tears cried in your absence say everything I can't}

I know you love me,
And I know this distance hurts you too.
But why does it have to be thi

Sparkling EyesIt only took o n e look to get me hooked on you my dear.
Your eyes c a p t u r e d me;
{I never want to look away}

Go on, love,
Make me b r e a t h l e s s,
Leave me speechless.

Look me deeply in my eyes,
& Say that you l o v e me,
Watch me melt in your arms,
& Let me lose a l l my troubles as I gaze into your sparkling eyes.

Shh, love,
Your eyes are telling me e v e r y t h i n g I need to hear.
{Iloveyou.I'vegotyou.Ineedyou.Iwonthurtyou.You'resafenow}

I love the way you look at me,
And how whole I feel when you gaze at me so lovingly
{Please,don't ever look aw

TreasureClose your eyes;
Calm down,
H u s h now.

Relax, you're safe.
I promise-
I wont let anyone hurt you
{You're so precious to me}

Breathe deep.
Let your worries wash a w a y.
Enjoy the feeling of being
c o m p l e t e.
{'Cause you never know how long it's gonna last}

Darling let me hold you;
I'll protect you from the pain.
You're perfect;
I don't want the darkness to touch you.

You wont have to worry about being hurt;
As long as you stay just like this.
I promise, I'll never hurt you.

I wont ever abandon you-
I love you.
I promise to always be h e r e.

I hope you c

'Till the Last One DiesI remember when you gave me a bunch of wildflowers for my birthday,
& You said, "I'll love you until the last one dies."

Soon after, I tried my very best to keep each one alive for as long as I could.
{But nothing lives forever}

It wasn't until weeks later when I found out that one of the flowers was fake;

Even if It MeansThe pain I suffer,
                         {Makes me feel alive}
And the sadness I endure,
                                      {Takes my breath away}

The i n t e n s i t y of the wound,
The d  e  p  t  h of the damage,
Go far beyond what

HappinessHappiness was only a word to me-
                   I'd forgotten it's definition.

I used to know what happiness meant;
Chocolate, bedtime stories, pretty princesses, love, and an unbroken spirit.
                   {But that was then}

All too soon,
The childhood happiness S M AS H ED into shreds of nothing but br o ke n memories.
Sca tt ere d, to/rn, l   o    s    t, all out on the floor.

Under The RainI used to feel like I was always under my own personal rain cloud;
                      The sun would never s h i n e on me,
                                       & I saw things as ha|lf e m p t y,
                       Rath

Haunting YouI think about you all the time.
Wonder what it'd be like if you were mine.
Sit and dream of us together.
Wish on stars, that never fall.

Smell you in the night when I'm dreaming.
Feel your arms wrapped, tight around me.
I have no choice about it.
There is no doubt about it.
You haunt me, I want you to want me.
Need you to start loging for me.
And maybe, just maybe my wish will come true.
Maybe just maybe,
I'll start haunting you.

Think about our time together,
Praying that you will never hurt me.
Hope just hope that I'm not crazy
Echoing my head calls me insane
I hear your name

Smell you in the night when I'm dreaming.
Feel

Tidbit 2: It Isn't MutualI doubt you feel the same, but just know that I miss you.

Trouble LurkingI'm sitting next to you,
Feeling oh-so safe,
Like I'm finally home,
{But still some fear lurks in the depths of my mind}

I look at you,
Baby, you leave me so b r e a t h l e s s
& I'm so in love,
But I'm wondering,
Could there be trouble lurking?

I hope I never hurt you,
I wish that you wont hurt me,
I pray that you wont ever leave.
{Everything I've had that's ever been anywhere close to being this good has disappeared from my grasp}
[Please, never slip away]

I love you,
More than I've loved anyone in such a long time,
{Possibly ever}

I never want to loose you,
And this just

p r o v e."Don't tell me you love me."

"Prove it."

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Come to me my sweet,
Let's join together for eternity,
We'll be together
Endlessly.

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Going, searching,
Finding, and feasting on the thing that feeds us all.

Let us sing the world to sleep,
While we make it's best nightmares come to be.

Hush,
Come to me my dear,
Let me hush your fears,
While we live off the worlds.

Let us run through the Night,
Creating havoc over the world,
And making weaker beings,
Cower in terror.

Let us paint this town red,
From all the blood that is shed,
And live forever,
Never again being left alone,
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Worth TrustingAlone,
I'm alone again.
How dumb could I have been
To think you ever loved me,
I know it was a lie.

Everything we said,
All the things you promised me
Are nothing more then a memory.

You used to be the air I breathed,
Too bad that the air was little more then toxic fumes,
Poisoning me with every breath.
Dragging me down further and further,
Making me suffer.

I wish I had never met you,
So I would have never had the chance to love you,
And I'd be better off,
Never knowing what love was.
Never experiencing a broken heart,
Never being torn apart.

Maybe it's better this way,
Because now I know,
No one is ever worth trusting,

Nothings ThereSomething please,
Something be there,

Why isn't anything there?
Where did everything go?
Why am I suddenly alone?

Why am I standing alone in the bright, inescapable, blinding light?
So hot that it burns?
What happened to the safety of the shadows?
What happened the the cool, comforting embrace of the dark?

Why did I get suddenly ripped away from everything that I've known?
Why did I suddenly die?

For no reason other then emptiness,
I am now gone,
Disappearing into whatever is after this.

Praying to what ever gods above,
That my broken heart my finally heal,
That I will never again be broken,
Never again be deceived.

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Pretty PainWhispering words,
Dark night.
Surrounding me like a warm embrace.
Comforting me through intriguing lies,
And pretty pain.

Hold me close,
Fight away the light,
Keep me here,
Don't let me go,
Please.

I try to hide from my problems,
I try to pretend I'm okay,
I try to not let anyone see,
All the pain hidden inside.

They say that I'm depressed,
That there's something wrong with me,
Is it so wrong to feel at home here in the dark?
Whats so wrong about feeling like I belong here?
I want to stay here where I belong.

Tell me you love me,
Tell me you want to be with me forever,
Hold my hand through the night,
Fight away my demon

ImageLook at her, standing there,
Her face,
What a disgrace!

Her body?
Good God!
What a train wreck!

She's ugly, disgusting,
Revolting.

Oh it's terrible to look at her,
She's so out of order,
It's sad,
She really does look that bad.

HA!

You love her you say?
Look around,
There are so many girls that are much prettier then her.

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She's possessive, depressed, only thinks about herself, annoying,
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She is wrong,
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Bad personality,

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I told you at the start,
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I was damaged.

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I want to know why.
Did I speak to honestly?

Ether way,
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And I cannot be broken,
Not by you.

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I'm running away,
Just like I always do.

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by *Spuffy12, Feb 6, 2011, 6:52:51 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Why did you abandon me?
    _{{I could have s w o r n we where meant to be.}}

Why did you leave?
      _{{I thought you said you l o v e d me.}}

Why did you go?
         _{{You told me that you n e e d e d me.}}

Why did you have to hurt me like this?
                      _{{I thought we where |s|t|r|o|n|g| enough to make it.}}

Why did you need to cut me so deeply?
     _{{I n e v e r thought this would happen to me.}}

Why did you need to show me what a broken heart is like?
        _{{I was better off thinking it was just a metaphor,
    & Not the physical feeling of my chest caving in & my heart c r a c k i n g down the center.}}

Why did you have to kill me?
     _{{There's no way I can survive like this.}}

Why did you have to make me cry?
       _{{You're supposed to be the one to wipe away my tears,
               Not be the reason they're flowing like a waterfall from my eyes.}}

Why did you make me wanna die?
                    _{{You were supposed to save me from myself.}}

Why did you have to disappear?
                _{{You know that I need you h e r e.}}

Why did you break me?
     _{{You used to be the thing that c o m p l e t e d me.}}

Why did you let me fall?
        _{{You told me you'd be here through it a l l.}}

Why did you lie?
      _{{You could have told me you didn't love me from the start,
                     That would have saved me from f a l l i n g apart.}}

Why did you crush me into nothing?
                _{{I guess it was stupid for me to think that this was would last.
                                  I should have learned from my darkened past.}}

Darling, though you said you'd always love me,
                           You left me,
                                 W h y?

Why?by *Spuffy12

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

TAAAADAAA!

Number 38 in the 100 Theme Challenge, "Abandoned"

I can't believe how fast I wrote this, lol. I suppose emo poetry is still mah thing ;D

Anyway, yeah, I really don't have too much to say about this one, it speaks for itself.

This is NOT based in reality by the way, it came from the word abandoned. That word inspires me *nodnod*

Feedback is love!