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1:50 AM boredom ^_^

Thu Jun 25, 2009, 11:11 PM
Mmmk, I'm bored so I might do a journal thing although, I'm not good at writing journals, I think writing should be done in a character's point of view and It's kinda hard to make myself a character because for those select few who have read my book you'd see too much resemblance between me and a character ^^

I think that's what I'll talk about, my writing.

Okay, so I'm writing a friend of mine a story for his b-day and that's only going to his inbox :-P

I have finished writing one book from when I was 10, it's called A Fanged Heart, if you have a better title for the story let me know because that one sounds cheesy :)
Yes, it took me three years to write the damn thing but hey, it's done now and I couldn't be happier with it.

The reason I started writing was because I needed some way to get over losing my mom, so, in the book the bad vampires killed the mother, and Eryine (Pronounced Erin..I thought this way looks much kwler)kills them, and well, let's just say I liked writing that ^^ it released a lot of stress and I think it did help me get through losing my mom some. But that's not the main interest in the book, the book's main focus is power because really, everyone wants power. I don't care what you say, it's true, it's really the reason for all wars and such because the people who start the wars want power over the people they are fighting against, they want to be superior, IE have power over them.

Heh, another hidden theme I really didn't think I was putting in there...


Anyway, now on to my other story...

Black Light

This story is very angsty there's a ton of mixed emotions, and there are 3 different POV's one for all the main characters and the story gets told from 3 different perspectives, one of whom is Shadow, and he's not just any guy, he's a Fallen Angel. Then there's Fawn, a normal everyday young adult pressured with the responsibility of raising her teen age younger sister in the year 2520. Where are the parents? They both died in the Last War. Why is Shadow a Fallen Angel? Because he was the protector of Fawn's parents, and because he failed at his duties, he is now a Fallen. The third character is none other then the charming Winter. Winter is a beautiful 12 year old girl with rainbow eyes and a bright and unique personality. Why does she have rainbow eyes? Find out when you read the book ^^

Anyway, it's now 2:09 and it will most likly be 2:10 when I post this so, baii now ^^

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  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Secondhand Serenade
  • Reading: Nothing ATM
  • Watching: My computer Screen
  • Playing: The computer
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

deviantID

Haii guys! I'm the one and only Kandyi :D Let's see about me...I think I'll just copy and paste from all my updated profiles lol :D

hi, I'm Kandyi and I'm in a band, I'm the singer/Lyrics/ pianist/ guitar if you can't guess I LOVE MUSIC! Music is my passion and I love it Ermm, let's see. I also have a thing for hugs so if you don't like getting hugs, i sugest you back away imedantly, come closer at your own risk lol. And please no one ask me if I'm emo k? I don't lable cos labling is for dushbags (did i spell that right?) OHH Yah and I have this really odd thing for vampires ^,_,^


Activities:
Singing, Acting, Being Crazy, Being Creative, Music, Writing, my laptop, talking to myself
Interests:
Music, Acting, Writing, Emo boys, Hugs, Being Crazy, Being hyper, Being Lazy, Procrastinating.
Favorite Music:
Bullet For My Valentine, Flyleaf, Kill Hannah, Evenescence, Emilie Autumn, Savage Garden, Paramore, The All Starz, Hyper Dream, And Many More.
Favorite TV Shows:
Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Dollhouse, Anything by Joss xD, Degrassi,
Favorite Movies:
Twilight, Transformers, Music And Lyrics,
Favorite Books:
The Twilight Saga, The Host, Marked, Maximum Ride Series, Uglies
Favorite Quotations:
"Just because she's smile doesn't mean she didn't go to sleep crying and even though she seems strong, maybe just MAYBE she's really good at lying."
"The girl who seemed unbreakable BROKE, the girl who seemed strong CRUMBLED, the girl who always laughed, CRIED, the girl who never stopped trying, finally GAVE UP...
She dropped a fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek and whispered to herself,'I can't do this anymore'."
"I've got the boobs, so I win."
"Love kills slowly."
"Love is suicide. Beautiful, beautiful suicide."
"Some days all I want to be is a missing person."
"Sometimes you gotta wonder if anyone would care if they lost you."
"Stuck inside a world that doesn't want me."
"If beauty is pain then I must be fucking gorgeous."
"I'm not a fucking doll, don't play around with me."
"I'm a daughter hiding my depression, I'm a sister making a good impression, I'm the one sitting next to you, asking you to care. I'm your best friend hoping you'll be there."
"I'm ugly on the inside too."
"I want to kill myself but I don't want to die...does that make since?"
"You all assume I'm safer in my room."
"I tried to kill the pain, but it only brought more-so much more."
"I may look happy on the outside but if you felt how I felt on the inside you'd understand."
"Don't judge me."
"I'm not wonder woman."
"I was having such a good day...until I woke up."
"I'm the type of girl that will burst out laughing in silence because of something that happened yesterday."
"I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt and still look at you and smile, the type of girl that's willing to brighten your day even If I can't brighten my own."
"The only promise to life, is death."
"Please, forgive me for not being pretty."
"DON'T TRY TO FIX ME! I'm not broken."
"Emo is love"
"I'm everything that I hate!"
"Happiness is just a word to me."
"I would die for you."
"I've got a heart full of pain a head full of stress and a handful of anger all pent up in my chest."
"I love walking in the rain because no one knows I'm crying."
"TRAPPED inside this thing called LIFE."
"Will you help me now that I'm dead?"
"I wanted you, I needed you, I fucked things up THE END THE END THE END THE END."
"Your words are deadly weapons."
"Just another fucked up emo girl."
" You think you want to die, but really you just want to be saved."
"You all think I'm so though, I just never let you see me cry."
"I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me."
"Look for the girl with the broken smile."
"Gorgeous eyes shine suicide."
"Sometimes, I wanna go to sleep and NEVER WAKE UP."
"just cos I'm not crying doesn't mean I'm okay."
"Music is life."
And a million more, I'm too tired to type anymore quotes.

And here are some I came up with
"I'm me and aparently, me is emo.

"Empty inside without you, dying on the inside for you, hiding my tears infront of you, will someone help me get over you?"

"I know that you'll never be mine again for this reason I know that I'm meant to be alone cause Love was something I had with you,now its something I'll never have again."

"Will someone hear my screams, will anyone ever dry my tears?Would anyone rescue me from my self? Wont someone please save me? "

I LOVE Emo Quotes..idk why, I guess they just speak to me :D

Anyway, I'm bored now so baii

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Virgina :D
  • Interests: Singing, writing, acting, The computer, stalking the people I love (tee hee)
  • Favourite movie: TWILIGHT!
  • Favourite band or musician: Emilie Autumn and Evenescence I love them both
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Indie, ect
  • Favourite artist: As in....??
  • Favourite poet or writer: Emile Autumn and Amy Lee
  • Favourite photographer: Zee and Colby, I :heart: their pictures lol
  • Favourite style of art: Umm, Pitctures :)
  • Operating System: Umm Vista?
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune :D
  • Shell of choice: Shell? wtf is a shell?
  • Wallpaper of choice: A bunch of emo icons all put together :)
  • Skin of choice: What is that suppost to mean?
  • Favourite game: Sims 2, Sims 3, sometimes even WoW
  • Favourite gaming platform: Eh?
  • Favourite cartoon character: I dont like cartoons
  • Personal Quote: Look above :D
  • Tools of the Trade: GIMP :)

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Hai, Cannee! Iz mee.
Oh, and call me Zee. IF YOU DON'T I WILL KILL YOOZ.
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thanks for the comment to [link] I love Buffy and spike! Good gallery!

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